July 21
Have you experienced the heart is being withered away? It is like drying and diminishing with a squeezing pain. Or feel like a glassball being smashed down from the heaven, broken into a thousand pieces, all reflecting the flashes of the past.
You start out to recall what's happening in each fragment, only to find lost mind. Confused, without knowing what would be the road ahead. Or, there is essentially no road ahead.'Come on,you idiot, why do you keep falling into the same pit again and again?'I could think, but what would I do?